时间

刚刚不经意的读了你以前所写给我的东西。 我才发现原来人是可以说变就变的。 可是， 我总不能怪你。 因为是我把你伤得太深了。 在你最需要人陪的时候， 或许新的她出现了， 帮你走出了伤痛。 我会接受这个实时的， 我现在只不过是你生命中的路人甲。 我只需要时间。

勇气在那里？

我真的有好多好多问题想要问你。 可是， 总是提不起勇气问。 我到底应该怎么做？ 我真的不像再每天早上都在湿湿的枕头上醒来。 我真的快要崩溃了。

承诺

在世界的另一边时，总是认为你曾经许下的承诺都是认真的。回到来才发现，原来你已经把所有的回忆和承诺都给忘记了。或许是我一路以来都不够了解你。还是我太天真以为你会把它当真。经过了这么多，你始终都敌不过时间的考验。怎么说都是我的错，因为太容易放弃。可是至少这‘口是心非’的决定，让我看清楚了一切。直到现在，偶尔想起都会觉得心疼，大概就只有我而已吧。

A Matter of Choice

Sometimes I really do regret for being a scholar. I know I should be grateful and in fact, I am. But why do I have to make choices? If it weren't for this, I would be happier there no? I wouldn't have to come back to this place. Its only the family and some friends that make me miss this place. Other than that, it just reminds me of those memories. Those memories that I do not want to remember them. If time can turn back, I would just listen to my dad, pay that amount and stay there. Never come back. Or perhaps one day, when I'm ready to come back.

Knowing What I Want

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The Heart

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The Ball

March and April have been really relaxing. Labs ended end of March and basically we just chilled around and occasionally, reading up journals to start writing up our dissertation. Then came Easter break! Which I've spent in Italy, my dream country. I seriously miss that place so so much. I'll definitely visit that place again, especially Rome *since I've made my wish at the Trevi Fountain* 

I've missed out so many blog post cause too much of journal readings just makes me a lazy girl. Now that work has been progressing well, gonna start updating again! Just read Hanny's blog and decided to write a similar one. Instead of babbling about the night and duplicating pictures which are already all over facebook, I think her idea was better. Looking at the past and see how much we've grown throughout these years.

'Afterglow' - HELP A-Levels Ball 2008
*With ze bestie; Siew Yee*

'Old Hollywood Glamour' - Nottingham Annual Ball 2010
*With the Randalamos*

'Rio de Janeiro' - Pharmacy Ball 2012

Cheers to the Pharmacists-to-be! 

In just less than 3 months time, we'll be seeing each other in our graduation robes!!! Can't believe 4 years of my university life just flew passed like this. I could still remember the days in my first year. Where I would be thinking; when will I get to fly over to the UK and when will I ever graduate. 4 years seems like a pretty long time for me that time. Now, I feel the 4 years is seriously way too short =( Part of me wants to graduate and stop worrying over exams and coursework. At the same time, there's also this part of me who is so reluctant to accept the fact that my student life is coming to an end and got to move on to a whole new stage of life. Not sure if working life is gonna be stressful but I just assumed, hence the NO! But reality is still reality >.<

Being fickle-minded, I cant decide where to do my pre-reg yettttt! *headache* 
Something for you and I to think about tonight.
Stay or not stay?
What say you?