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Saturday, June 26, 2010

BTN Camp

Just last thursday, we received a notice that the 13 of us had to go for this BTN camp on the 21st June. I seriously thought it was just a one day seminar until Kai Yee told me we had to stay there for 5 days 4 nights. Swt........It was totally last minute and all my plans for that week had to be canceled. I guess that applies to all of us duhhh. Evonne and Su Lan had to end their backpacking immediately and fly back all the way from Vietnam just for this. So what comes to your mind when i mention about this camp???

For those who have not heard of BTN, it's actually an abbreviation for Biro Tatanegara. All government scholarship holders have to attend and pass the exam before flying off to their respective country to persuade which ever course they are doing or about to do. All students in this camp are under JPA, MARA and Petronas scholarship. Our camp was situated in Meru, Klang and thank god, we didn't get places like Kelantan or Terengganu. I cant stand sitting on the bus for that long hours again despite i'm going to do so again next week =.= But finding the place was definitely a challenge based on the map they gave us. Luckily the registration time was from 2.30pm to 4.30pm. We spent almost 1.5 hours searching for that camp site in Klang itself >.<

This camp is the total opposite of those camps I've been to last time. Some trainers were ex-soldiers and you know what they want from us. DISCIPLINE. We were forced to speak only in BM, not even English. My rusted BM have improved alot now. Had 4 talks about Malaysia in total throughout 2 days. Every talk is 2 hours and imagine we had 3 talks in one day. Butt cramp. We had less than 6 hours of sleep every day. After talks, we were sorted into groups and the talk goes on and on by the facilitators. My faci, Pak Mat was very helpful and fun to joke with =) FEDERAL CONSTITUTION and ONE MALAYSIA. That's what we had to or forced to learn =( All activities end at 12am every night and we gotta wake up at 6am for moral studies. Most of us usually wake up before that because of the loud siren to wake the Malays up for their prayer. Then, we had 'kawad' and morning exercises before breakfast. No comment on the food la. Can't expect so much from camps like these wert. But the drinks they provide can seriously cause diabetic and i really cant take it, not even a sip. Plain water tasted so good throughout that 5 days.

Did u know that we have to pass a physiological test as well??? I scored 60/80 only. I lost 10 points for not able to hold my breath for more than 1 minute. And another 10 points for super fast pulse rate within one minute. I really salute those who can to this after all the vigorous activities we did earlier. In the evening, we had jungle trekking. My favourite Flying Fox was canceled due to the rain. Stupid rain cannot come another day one izit. Must purposely choose the day that they arranged for us to go up for it.

On the last night, we had performance by each group singing our group song. Mine was Keranamu Malaysia. Piece of cake. I meant memorizing the lyrics. Hehe. The saddest thing came later. They showed us this video which really touches my heart. And, i cried. ZOMG. Not only me la of coz. All lights were off that time but i think the 2 girls beside me must be thinking why am i so emotional. Poor thing le i see those kids dying in the war. Moreover, it's accompanied by those emo songs. Make me teared faster T.T

On the last day, we had our final exam. 60 MCQ in 1.5hours. No studying is needed. Either history or common sense questions only. Not forgetting, it's my first time fishing during exam. Only had 4 hours of sleep the night before ~.~ I cant even finish reading all the answers and had to keep slapping myself to wake up. Total torture!!!!!

*Pictures time. No cameras and phones were allowed during the activities. Hence, we only manage to snap a few before all of us flee home*



My groupmates. Yuan Renn, Fiqri, Vi Kie, Moi and Siew Li
(Missing: Azizan, Khalida, Juliza and Skalo)


Some of my dorm mates


The double decker and the 4 of us ^.^

But i'm glad i made it through and pray hard i pass. I don wanna go and repeat the same thing again. Fingers crossed X.X Love the new friends that I've made. The best part of camps =)

Yehhhh, yum cha session and movie again later =D

Monday, June 14, 2010

A Better Tomorrow

Overwhelmed with doubts

Thousands of questions waiting to be answered

A situation to be unravel

Feeling of fear

The unwillingness in me

Uneasiness that i cannot endure any longer

Will this go any better?


When the sun goes down, i'm here, awaiting for a better tomorrow.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Redang Paradise

Redang Island. Everything's extra clear here. Beautiful is absolutely an understatement. Clear blue sky and the different tones of the clear greenish blue sea luring me to jump into it without a second thought. Once I touched down on the sand I can feel it as soft as silk where I wouldn't mind staying there for the rest of my life. True enough, the thought only lasted for few hours. Do not forget, the extra clear blue sky is often accompanied by the extra hot fireball. After the 3 days 2 nights, i love my home sweet home instead, hidden from the sun. Plus i'm a city gal. Can't live without entertainment. Bleuk =p

*Sorry ya, its not that i don like you sunny, i really would love to provided you don't turn me into a walking charcoal*


View from the ferry


Loving the bay breeze


So cute isn't she??? Maturity way too far from you.


Anticipating the beach


Waited for 2 months plus and can't believe that we're
finally here!!!


Our resort, Redang Beach. Waiting for the queue
to check in.


The pathway to our room~~~~

Morning and afternoon are always snorkeling sessions. Every snorkel place was so well-conserved. I personally love to see the fishes swimming around me but too many of it makes me runaway from them. Novell knows this and she kept throwing bread crumbs to my side =.= Made me panic again.


Feeding the fishes with bread crumbs


Isn't this place magnificent??? This place is full of nemo.
Guess what, we didn't manage to grab a single picture of
nemo because our dear photographer, the slave had no idea
how nemo looks like. The blue one??? Gosh, LSH!!!!
LC got hold of two sea cucumbers happily showing us and
nearly injured herself near the rocky areas. Sorry din mean to
make you lose your treasure =p I'm thinking of that girl
who shouted as if there's shark around her and when i look into
the water, it was only slippery rocks beneath. You know who
you are. Don wanna spoil your image further =p


Spot this old grandpa with his straw hat. He's even
stronger than us youngsters. We swam with four, he swam
only with 2 legs, his hands were too busy holding his hat.


The peacefulness underwater


Look at the fishes


And the corals.... Lovelyyyyy


What we're holding there??? Basketball?? Obviously no,
it's a starfish. Felt like stealing it back home =p


Khye, the guy we always hold on to whenever we're tired.
We still complained of being tired even though he's the only
one swimming.


Off for snorkeling or back from it?? IDK. Our hair are
messy all the time.


Tea time. Start munching the snacks.

Back from snorkeling. The moment we all enjoyed most.


Love sitting down quietly like this. Listening to the sound
of the waves, thinking of some happy and emo stuff.


I wished i had my long hair back. To cover my dual
colour burned back =s


Walking by the beach, leaving trails behind. Feel the
breeze touching every inch of our face.


A broken heart awaiting to be mend


Bimbo looking Redang pirates at the Momocha


Beach jump againnnn. This time with our initials. Fast shot
before the water washed it away again.




Bimbos are forever bimbos. Tak insaf betul.


Randalamo?? So sorry guys for the spelling error.
I'll never repeat that mistake again *blink blink*


Exhausted after snorkeling. Four whales with burned
backs lying on shore.




Ya, that's me in the water. The victim. Two throws into the
water for losing the game =( Unfair!!! Not everyone was in the
game and they get to throw me. Hmphhh =p


Missing the time we spent together


Standing on the extremely hot sand and it's
really burning our feet.


18-SX. My revenge time.Poor the slave. Everyone was
laughing at what we did to him but bet he love it. Wahaha.


Flying Hanny's 5 year old kite. An applause for
Novell who flew the kite high up into the sky.


A turtle i'm holding there. Real one, not a toy.


Closer shot of it. Isn't it cute??? I wanna sneak one back
home!!!


We're trying to act out the witch look but looks
like the potential is not in us.


Went for a stroll after the BBQ dinner


Laguna at night. Just outside this hotel, there's this spot
at the corner where the blue fluorescent sand were found.
Nice. Should see how fascinated Novell, Kai Yee and Shi
Hao were when they saw that. I was fascinated too but maybe
not so much.


Attention!!!!! Ak-a, this ain't sunrise. Ya, u're right.
Believe it or not, it's a moon rise. We watched it rise inch
by inch from the surface of the sea and words can't describe
the beauty of it.


Starry starry night. Lying down on the soft silky sand
gazing upon the stars has always been my dream. I saw 6 shooting
stars too. Make a wish?? Of coz i did. One wish for one star. ^^
Under the stars, we had sort of a 'heart-to heart' talk. I was surprised
that they knew more things than i expected. After so long, that incident
is still bothering me. If by chance, i was given an opportunity to
turn back time, i would never want this to happen. I wished i had the
dagger from the Prince of Persia. Okok, stop this emo thing and back
to redang please???


The sky is expressing it's love to us. Spot the heart shape
cloud???


No where to go at night. We're at our perfect spot
again. Its too dark at night and so few guys nearly tripped
on us =.=


Sitting on the hammock


I don want my bed for now. I want this hammock!! =(


A group pic before we leave. I miss this place so much =)


We reluctantly left the place. Sob sob ='(


Everyone was practically dead on the way back. I'll
definitely miss this trip.

Had freaking bad gastric once i got back to KL and i'm officially sick after the non-stop islands hopping. Fever and sore throat. After the lok lok with the 'makan' gang last week, i cant even talk and had super bad cough. Thanks to the chili sauce =s

Hope i'll recover soon XOXO ^.^